I just finished this :D even if it's kinda late ^^;

Merry X-mas everyone :)

I'm wishing you all merry Christmas !! ♥

I hope you all are spending great christmas days with your beloved ones :)

As for me, i don't feel the christmas mood at all to be honest and ...i don't even know why. I've been to christmas markets, i've experienced London's christmassy side for the first time (where christmas music has been played almost anywhere) and not to forget... it snowed on Tuesday !! Unfortunatly ONLY on Tuesday D: (yes i luv snow ♥) The following days were kinda warm =_='so all in all christmas failed this year, haha. And also it seems like that the 24th December is not as special as before, which is kinda disappointing. We used to spend the time together with our big family, but each year the number of people decreases more and more. Some of them created their own family, some live far away because of university or business... It makes me wonder if those good old times will ever come again.

Well, since we have winter holidays now i will write more entries for sure in the following days :)
so stay tuned !

And yes, i finally showed myself :P

You, over there....

Baaack with digital pen !

Helloo~ guys! :) I'm sorry for my long absence... but i was suuuper busy with school and i'm soo relieved that i can finally enjoy some free time because we have AUTUMN HOLIDAYS NOW :DD (actually since monday already) One more week of school and I would have gone crazy for sure... no kidding! Especially the last week was really stressful, it's unbelievable =_=


Anywaaaays... i have some news... TAKE A LOOK AT THIS ! ♥

TADAAAA~ i'm a proud owner of a bamboo graphic tablet ♥ *___* i've always wanted to have one ! You know, last month was my birthday and i got money from my parents, which was THE opportunity...but well, just the timing wasn't the best. During that time we had exam time and i decided to buy a GT later as soon as autumn holidays start, kinda as a reward :) I also got new watercolor crayons from my lovely friends in order to get motivated :D ♥ I guess i'm well prepared now to start with my portfolio for university application.

And last but not least, some random drafts to show you guys what i've been doing the last days ;D

What do you think about it? ^_^ I think they look quite ok for starters. I read some helpful tutorials on dA and i'm still experimenting... still on the way of developing my own digital style, hehe. It's been a while since i've been drawing so much like now...I really missed it. I miss this awesome feeling when looking at it and being able to say proudly, "Yes, this is my work. This is what i've made."   , you know? ;)

Hopefully i can finish these drawings before school is going to start again.

Btw, my China & Taiwan report is coming soon ! Actually i wanted to post it before this post but apparently it takes longer than expected =/

Anyways, i'm off.... have a nice evening everyone :) <3

Night streets in Taiwan <3

 

to be continued ...

 Time flies... before i knew it, there was so much going on all of a sudden and i was so busy every single day since school has started again 2 weeks ago =_= though i planned to make this post before the end of holidays.

However, i still wanna share some experiences of my holidays in China & Taiwan as well as some photos even if this may take a little bit longer since i'm really busy like hell lately -.-' so please be patient !
Seriously, sometimes i'm asking myself how school can be so stressful after just 2 weeks after the holidays ALREADY?! How am supposed to survive this last year of school if it's already NOW like that ;o; I hope it won't continue like this.. otherwise i can forget about my driving license. (Yes, i'm still learning for the theory test) I need to hurry up, because next year i have to concentrate on the school leaving examination >__<

Luckily i have no school tomorrow and yet there are plenty of homework waiting for me to do for friday orz Atleast weekend is coming closer ! I'm sooo looking forward to see some of my friends again after more than a month ! :)
Well the, that's for today ! China & Taiwan post will be coming soon :D

Break - off to Asia !

Ok guys, i'm about to leave Germany ... because I'll spend the following 3 weeks in China !! :DD And we are going to make a trip to Taiwan as well, which i'm looking forward to *_* i've never been there ! I will take a lot photos for sure :) See ya then and take care everyone :D

some random sketches :D

Actually i wanted to post these photos earlier, but well...who cares ! xD My mum bought me this cute necklace last month and i don't even know why, haha. I love swarovski, but i can't afford these jewelries myself :P atleast not now...

And since i haven't done it yet, i'm gonna share some photos of my sketches :) These are old drawings as well es new ones ... I would say that one in the sketchbook is the newest so far ^^ I really want to finish them ._. but seriously, sometimes sketches seem to look more prettier than the actual finished pieces xD that's why i don't dare to color them =____=; and that's exactly the reason why i don't seem to improve in coloring ...

got an A for this in art lesson :)

I hope i will overcome my laziness soon, since we have summer holidays now and i really shouldn't waste my time !!! I guess it's the perfect timing now >_< me and a friend kinda promised today to encourage each other.. let's see how it's gonna work ! :D
Anyways, i'm off now ... bye guys !

Full of sparkly moments

Yesterday there was a firworks event in Cologne and of course i couldn't miss this opportunity to take a lot of beautiful photos, even though i knew it's going to be a very tiring and exhausting day because of the crowd, especially in the train =_=. But i guess it was worth it afterall, as i was lucky to have met 2 other photographers, who were kind enough to let me stand in front of their camera tripods to have a better view (i'm very short, so it was ok, haha). They said i could stay there since i'm also using a Nikon camera xD they were kinda funny, haha. The best places were already taken, that's why i was very thankful. :)
Apart from the fact, that it was such a difficult challenge for me and my friends to get back home, it was very enjoyable ! I swear, going around like 4hrs without resting (sitting) was no joke ! I was so glad to arrive safely at home ... my feet hurt so much ! D: I even had my new shoes on, which i bought at the same day..., so it hurt even more >_< Well, well ....

unfortunately i couldn't capture a better one ^^;

The beginning of a long journey...

... or not.

btw, the camera is not mine :P

I've been creating new blogs again and again and none of them last more than like 5 months. (i guess LJ doesn't count ...) This time I wanna change that as there's a certain reason, why i wanna give it another try, but different from the past times :

Getting motivated to be productive again !! :D

productive of what??

Lately, i've been thinking about what i wanna do in the future. I've come to the conclusion that i wanna do something related to art & design afterall, so probably I will go to college after graduation ^^ (there's still a year left). Drawing (esp. Mangas) has been my passion since i was a child ... but in the last years i haven't improved at all, because of the lack of time and i admit, if i had the time i was busy with doing other things, which makes me really sad ._. It feels like the last years were a waste !
Photography became another thing, which i enjoy in my free time :) i'm not very skilled yet, as we got our reflex camera 'just' a year ago ^^; but i'm determined to reach a level, which i will be proud of ;D the same goes with drawing .. that's why i wanna use this opportunity to change that !
I have to start collecting my artworks to make a portfolio,which is required to applying for college in this area.

SO IN SHORT : I will try my best to upload artworks, scetches & photos as much as possible without writing too much texts :P

btw, what do you think about my header? the photos i used are all from me :)