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I'll be posting photos etc. HERE from now on :)

Too much freedom is NOT healthy

... that's what i've realized the past months. And that's exactly why, i haven't posted anything even though i had PLENTY OF TIME.... pretty sad, i know. During my school i always thought of so many things i wanted to do, but couldn't due to lack of time - and now, it's either i'm not motivated at all to do these things or because half of them just disappeared suddenly.

But of course i didn't waste my free time completely....

Even if it's been already (EXACTLY) 2 months ago since i passed the driving test, i still can feel the mixture of joy and pride inside of me. I'm really proud of myself that i finally got my driving license :)
In other news, i finally started to learn how to play guitar :D. My brother has been playing guitar since he was young, so i've always wanted him to teach me a bit as well. As you can see it's an old guitar, which he doesn't use anymore and now i'm the new owner :) So far, i've only learned the chords of Jung Yongwha's Banmal song, haha. The song itself contains commonly used basic chords, so i think it's a great way to build on that to play other pieces in the future.

Here's the digital version of the song...

Btw, i will try my best to catch up with some photos i've taken lately in the following weeks, be patient ! :3

the end of the struggle is coming closer?

Excuse me for the mess, haha.

I'm done !!! :D I'm done with ALL my final exams. School is officially over to me and I finally got my A-levels after receiving the last results. What is only left : our certificates/reports, which will be handed out next week following with our school prom on the same day in the evening.

I'm so happy to be able to say, that i'm really looking forward to the prom :) Until yesterday, it seemed impossible to wear heeled shoes because I sprained my ankle and tore a ligament some months ago and i was told to wear a bandage for a month. Since the month is almost over, i'm allowed to leave it out next week. :D 

But seriously, why do unexpected things always have to be happen at important times? It's like, it NEVER happens before, but suddenly it does when it's getting serious. It has been a tough time... because of my foot i was quite restricted. No sports, no shopping (now that summer is coming) ... the fact, that i had so much free time since i only had to go school whenever there was an exam, made it even more depressing. The timing was just perfect to do a part-time job, to do things, i couldn't do due to lack of free time. I felt kinda useless, the only things i could do were studying for the exams and going to driving school. Well, of course it's wrong to blame EVERYTHING on my physical restrictions. Maybe it was just an excuse for my laziness. But you know, it makes you going insane just to wait and wait until it gets better. I often was not in no mood to do something productive like blogging, improving my drawing skills and such... It's such a burden not only to deal with physical but also psychical problems. As if it wasn't enough, having to deal with the pressure of deciding what to do after school, worrying about the final exams and doing my driving license at the same time.

I hope this healing process will end soon. I'm really tired of it... even if i will be able to walk without wearing the bandage from next week on, the swollen parts of the foot does not seem to disappear. I just want it to be fully recovered, but quickly.